End Existential Pain
Turn Your Fear into Clarity Through
Deep Self-Understanding
# When Reality Feels Wrong
You've seen there's much more to reality than what society believes... but now you can't un-see what you've seen.
Instead of finding freedom, you became more aware of your prison...
You feel alien in an insane world, disconnected from a clear sense of self
Despite external success, you don't know what to do with your life - everything feels empty
You're stuck in exhausting thought loops that make you want to escape your mind
You feel a kind of fear that no amount of self-help can touch
Each day you feel trapped by the same cycles, knowing you have potential for so much more
You feel paralyzed by the weight of the universe - Overwhelmed by what existence is
You're not broken. You're halfway through a door.
I'll show you how to walk all the way through:
You're Trapped In a Paradox
Nobody knows what you've gone through as deeply as you do.
But this knowledge itself has become the prison
One part of you seeks the truth and another part doubts it
This inner war is exhausting...
Your mind is fighting you.
It's building Concepts, belief systems and habits around your experience to keep you stuck.
The more you search for an escape, the more trapped you become.
It's like trying to outrun your own shadow...
You can't!
You need to actually understand it.
But how?
The Solution Is Not More Information
You've tried so many approaches but somehow you always end up at the same place.
The solution can't be information - It can't even be effort.
Think about it...
Why does success never seem to make people happy?
Why do children play so effortlessly?
Yet everyone keeps prescribing more of what doesn't work
You've noticed this too:
- Self-help becomes self-harm because you are never good enough
- Spiritual practice becomes another way to escape your life
- Philosophy makes your mind run in circles forever
Why Being Yourself Feels Like Work
Everyone rejects parts of themselves without even noticing.
Few understand how deep this rabbit hole goes.
And even fewer know what's on the other side.
Your entire external reality depends on the relationship to yourself.
Every emotion, every doubt, every moment of tension - It's you fighting yourself, fighting reality.
This isn't your fault since we all inherited these patterns from an unconscious society.
But when you finally see this mechanism clearly - when you see yourself without the distortion of doubt,
all tension dissolves.
You see reality for how it actually is, as you finally know yourself.
What you need is a guided process into this understanding.
One that connects all the dots until you become what you've always sensed was true.
That's what I am offering you.
Lived Understanding
Over the past 3 years I've guided Seekers through their self-doubts, limitations and existential fears. Combining Psychological principles with Nondual knowledge that is reliable and repeatable.
This is what Self-understanding looks like:
Decisive Clarity
End self-doubt and constant validation seeking by knowing exactly who you are - making decisions with total clarity without fear of failure or limiting beliefs.
Natural Joy
Watch yourself feeling genuinely good without forcing it, as without inner tension, the nature of reality feels like play.
Energized Living
Experience life as joyful instead of terrifying by recognizing all fear as the boundless potential radiating inside you.
Authentic Purpose
Find your actual purpose without all this pressure - experiencing the simple comfort of knowing what you're here to do and moving towards it on your own terms.
Effortless Connection
Build deep relationships without the exhausting performance as finding yourself makes genuine connection Effortless.
Unshakable Self-Worth
Feel genuinely worthy of love and success by becoming aware of your inherent wholeness.
Integrated Understanding
Finally understand your psychedelic and mystical experiences so they stop destabilizing you and instead become part of your everyday Reality.
Philosophical Clarity
Get the philosophical clarity you've been seeking by finding direct understanding - Philosophy becomes practical and life enhancing.
Unified Wisdom
Understand what ancient mystics and philosophers were always pointing to when all the scattered teachings click into one coherent understanding you can actually live.
Real People I've Helped:
(I teach in English, Spanish and German)
- Alvaro
- Alex
- Drake
- Julian
- Imme
- Noe
- Robert
My Private 1-on-1 Transformational Work
The Path To Self-Understanding and Existential Freedom
Deep Introspective Transformation
Through deep introspection, questioning and emotional guidance, I guide you to reclaim your authentic identity, find purposeful direction, and gain sustained clarity in all areas of life.
Each session peels back another layer until you find unshakable knowing in who you are and what you're here to do.
I work with a small number of seekers at a time, offering personalized guidance tailored specifically to where you are on your path.
How We'll Work Together
I work intensively with a small number of people at a time. After you apply, we'll have a call where I'll clarify your specific situation and show you the exact path forward that makes sense for where you are.
Is This Actually Real?
Hi again, My name is Marco.
I spent 9 years obsessing about the nature of reality.
I needed to understand everything!
But I couldn't accept the pain I was seeing...
At the root of this pain was just the inability to understand myself.
Working through it was the best decision I have ever made.
I discovered a reality much greater than I could have ever imagined.
There is real freedom!
The last 3 years I've been guiding others through the same path.
Since you're here it's likely that I can accelerate your path too.
Let's talk to see if we're a good fit.
A Choice to Make
I only work with a small number of seekers at a time
As my practice has grown so has the investment
You already know if this resonates.
If you recognize yourself in my work we should talk as soon as possible
Apply for:
A Phone call with me where we explore:
- Where you are now
- How you'd wish to be
- And how to make this a lived reality
This way we can get to know wach other and see if we are the right fit for each other.
Hope to speak to you soon
- Marco aka Kleyko
Frequently Asked Questions
Is this just another meditation or mindfulness course?
No. This is deep work. While meditation is an amazing tool, this work is about understanding yourself fully. In our sessions we're going to the root through dialogue and introspection. Meditation is one important tool out of many
What if I'm not spiritual or into 'mystical' stuff?
Science is the study of the external. Spirituality is the study of the internal.
Real spirituality is human psychology - The direct investigation into the nature of who you are.
The mysticism hides in the beauty of reality.
As long as you want to find out more about yourself, you have all you need.
I'm successful but still feel empty, how will this help?
Success without inner peace is no real success at all. This work reveals why external achievement never fills the void and what process actually does.
How do I know you're not just another guru?
I don't see myself as a guru.
I'm a bridge between rational analysis and direct experience. Or the other way around.
The point is to make you independent and turn you into your own guru.
How is this different from therapy?
My guidance is much more direct, dynamic and interactive.
I won't let you get lost, hold back what I think or kill time.
This work dissolves the root cause of psychological suffering by revealing something deeper then what western psychology provides.
And it is contained in a goal oriented 8-week time frame.
Can this really work in 8 weeks?
The shifts can set in quickly once you see through your specific tension, but each person's journey is unique.
Some people have breakthrough moments in the first session, others need more time.
This is about fundamentally changing how you relate to life itself.
The 8-week timeframe ensures you not only have breakthroughs but learn the skills to navigate your mind independently.
What if I've already tried everything and nothing worked?
That's the core fear, isn't it? That we are fundamentally broken...
But that's exactly why you're here, isn't it?
You sense there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
That's sensing your own wisdom. Trust it.
Is this going to be just theory, or will I know what to do?
I'll guide you to discover the solutions for yourself through direct experience.
This isn't about theories. You'll know exactly how to work with your mind and emotions in real time.
This knowledge stays - The impact is lived.